Poueff
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I have friends. I have family. I can feel them. I don't know if I can make them feel me.
It's just... bah,all of them are just so nice and cool to me,and I don't know how I should do the same.
Some months ago I came here and said I had basicly no close friends. I worked my ass off to improve myself,not only to become more likeable to others,but to myself too. And now I have friends. But I don't know if myself is good enough for them,and if I can really be the same to them or more that what they are to me. I'm not saying I need someone to hold my hand along the process since I don't know honeysuckle,but I feel all I do,the dumb puns and jokes,playing with them,chatting and stuff,is just not enough.
An example is that my father and my brother play piano and drums,and I play guitar,but they play most of the time,and sometimes I just want to either play by myself and train,or just do other stuff,and I feel guilty for not being with them. This is not something that they induce in any way,I just feel I should be better...
Any thoughts? =/
It's just... bah,all of them are just so nice and cool to me,and I don't know how I should do the same.
Some months ago I came here and said I had basicly no close friends. I worked my ass off to improve myself,not only to become more likeable to others,but to myself too. And now I have friends. But I don't know if myself is good enough for them,and if I can really be the same to them or more that what they are to me. I'm not saying I need someone to hold my hand along the process since I don't know honeysuckle,but I feel all I do,the dumb puns and jokes,playing with them,chatting and stuff,is just not enough.
An example is that my father and my brother play piano and drums,and I play guitar,but they play most of the time,and sometimes I just want to either play by myself and train,or just do other stuff,and I feel guilty for not being with them. This is not something that they induce in any way,I just feel I should be better...
Any thoughts? =/