Among the Sleep
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I don't know if I want/have always wanted a girlfriend so bad because I really, like, want one, or if a part of me just feels like finally being in a relationship/falling in love would rescue me from my loneliness. Truth is, I don't know what it's like. I hear it's not all it's cracked up to be. Then again, there are a lot of happy couples out there. Maybe I'd make a great boyfriend and it'd be a great thing for me. Or maybe I'd shoot up a post office if I got attached to someone then got dumped.
I mean, I think it'd be a good thing for me. I want that type of affection, I need it in that way. I know I could give it...I want to love someone, I want them to feel loved. I guess it starts with me. If I don't love myself then who's gonna love me? I've never slept in a bed that wasn't empty on the other side. Not sure if I ever will.
yeuch, and I'm so bored of my own suburban melodrama. that's all.
I mean, I think it'd be a good thing for me. I want that type of affection, I need it in that way. I know I could give it...I want to love someone, I want them to feel loved. I guess it starts with me. If I don't love myself then who's gonna love me? I've never slept in a bed that wasn't empty on the other side. Not sure if I ever will.
yeuch, and I'm so bored of my own suburban melodrama. that's all.