I've just moved to my aunt's home in the middle of nowhere about two months ago.
I'm eighteen years old. I'm usually very social, but since the move I've been locked away in my room. I don't really have anyone to go to here. Today the loneliness hit me extremely hard. I am so unsure of what to do.
I have no car here, no way of escaping this house. I love my aunt and uncle, but they aren't "friends."
They expect me to wake every morning at 10, and I sit here and think to myself- Why? I have no job, I'm currently not attending school, and I have really nothing to do around the house (though, I've been cleaning like an insane person just to get out of this funk, and of course it isn't working).
I don't know what to do and I'm just getting so tired of living this life. I miss everyone back home, but I can't go back.
Is there anyone out there who feels similar to how I feel? It'd be nice to know I'm not alone... In a sense.
I'm eighteen years old. I'm usually very social, but since the move I've been locked away in my room. I don't really have anyone to go to here. Today the loneliness hit me extremely hard. I am so unsure of what to do.
I have no car here, no way of escaping this house. I love my aunt and uncle, but they aren't "friends."
They expect me to wake every morning at 10, and I sit here and think to myself- Why? I have no job, I'm currently not attending school, and I have really nothing to do around the house (though, I've been cleaning like an insane person just to get out of this funk, and of course it isn't working).
I don't know what to do and I'm just getting so tired of living this life. I miss everyone back home, but I can't go back.
Is there anyone out there who feels similar to how I feel? It'd be nice to know I'm not alone... In a sense.