LonelySutton
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I hate my job. So much... so so so much. I have been there for 10 years. I knew I hated the job but I was told my boss had to retire after about 8 but he stalled and got 2 more. Now, I have less than 50 days left, and he got 6 more months. I am starting to doubt he will EVER leave short of death. Then, I had an opportunity to move to another new person. I looked forward to that... and she went ahead and hired his staff.
The best way to describe who and what I am and my job is that I am Cinderella and my boss is the step mother. His staff is my step sisters. If there is any crap work to be done, it will be thrown at me with an arrogant look. They all just tell each other how great they are and they tell everyone else that... though they aren't. But I get luke warm references.
I can't quit -- I don't have the savings. Plus to get another job I would have to use them as references. But if I get laid off... I can get unemployment and severance. But I doubt they will ever do that.
It is so dire I seriously lately feel drawn to thinking about suicide. I consider the idea of quitting and just moving to some poor state and living in a shack and spending all my money and living on welfare. At least I would get my life back. At least I wouldn't have to see these people ever again.
It is extremely possible tomorrow I might just quit. I think I leave a lot of personal things in my office for fear that I might actually say the words if I take them home.
The best way to describe who and what I am and my job is that I am Cinderella and my boss is the step mother. His staff is my step sisters. If there is any crap work to be done, it will be thrown at me with an arrogant look. They all just tell each other how great they are and they tell everyone else that... though they aren't. But I get luke warm references.
I can't quit -- I don't have the savings. Plus to get another job I would have to use them as references. But if I get laid off... I can get unemployment and severance. But I doubt they will ever do that.
It is so dire I seriously lately feel drawn to thinking about suicide. I consider the idea of quitting and just moving to some poor state and living in a shack and spending all my money and living on welfare. At least I would get my life back. At least I wouldn't have to see these people ever again.
It is extremely possible tomorrow I might just quit. I think I leave a lot of personal things in my office for fear that I might actually say the words if I take them home.