unlucky in life
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since i was 4 years old i had eye sight problem and asthma i missed lots of school i was in hospital 2 weeks every few months.so i missed a lot school i was also kept back becasue of it for few years.down on top of that i have learning difficulty i had problems with writing reading and maths.i was also school outcast with no friends i was excluded from every thing i had also weigh problem with hand made uniform because i would not wear the normal size school uniform.i was also bullied by girls in my school life was impossoble for me i never got break from it.
i though going new schooll would be better it was much worse no freinds again i picked on by boys in new school i was called names and verbal abused and i was held up against the wall with fist to my face he was punch me in the face in the school hall .i was kicked by girls at school
i was spit on by girl at school called smelly by girls i went to school with
i failed my leaving cert and i had respect it i was in class by girls who did not want me there .
so i could not get in collage the points were too low i had waste 2 years if my life waiting in to collage in new city .i try get accommodation but i was not accept by few of them i was throwing out one on the 1st day for no reason she gave one look and phone me and said no.
i moved new accommodation for months i lived with stuck trainee nurse who never shut up about her self and hundreds of new friends who one day decide try out her nurceing powers had send me in to mental hospital
for 2 days no knew where i was i got throwing of the hew house
then i live in hostel for rest of the year
i moved in accommodation in 2nd year i was attacked and then i was throwing next house by stuck up girls who did not want me there
i had no friends and no social life i had one friend out 600 students
she went away with out word so i had no body to talk to
i never got exams for job i wanted i never had single boyfriend in collage
no social life i had no friends i spend most of time with counsellor try to help me adapt to life in collage alone .like school no on would sit with me
no one would parting me the lab either
the teacher on collage said i was stupid they knew i had learning difficulty they did not care and walked away .
i was not allowed travel to europe my father would not let me now he still will not let me ,all he does put down tell never gave me complaiment or once of niceness just you useless ***** and useless cunt you stupid .
i have been counselling since i was 6 years old till now.i never got my job i wanted i never got to see Europe i never had gruops of freinds to hang with i never got invited to house parties and never invited any where i can get my driver linece after 4 years of trying
i can not moved out the town i lived in since i was child which i hated
i can never leave it as hard i try .
now i have nothing now i don't have hope no more
i though going new schooll would be better it was much worse no freinds again i picked on by boys in new school i was called names and verbal abused and i was held up against the wall with fist to my face he was punch me in the face in the school hall .i was kicked by girls at school
i was spit on by girl at school called smelly by girls i went to school with
i failed my leaving cert and i had respect it i was in class by girls who did not want me there .
so i could not get in collage the points were too low i had waste 2 years if my life waiting in to collage in new city .i try get accommodation but i was not accept by few of them i was throwing out one on the 1st day for no reason she gave one look and phone me and said no.
i moved new accommodation for months i lived with stuck trainee nurse who never shut up about her self and hundreds of new friends who one day decide try out her nurceing powers had send me in to mental hospital
for 2 days no knew where i was i got throwing of the hew house
then i live in hostel for rest of the year
i moved in accommodation in 2nd year i was attacked and then i was throwing next house by stuck up girls who did not want me there
i had no friends and no social life i had one friend out 600 students
she went away with out word so i had no body to talk to
i never got exams for job i wanted i never had single boyfriend in collage
no social life i had no friends i spend most of time with counsellor try to help me adapt to life in collage alone .like school no on would sit with me
no one would parting me the lab either
the teacher on collage said i was stupid they knew i had learning difficulty they did not care and walked away .
i was not allowed travel to europe my father would not let me now he still will not let me ,all he does put down tell never gave me complaiment or once of niceness just you useless ***** and useless cunt you stupid .
i have been counselling since i was 6 years old till now.i never got my job i wanted i never got to see Europe i never had gruops of freinds to hang with i never got invited to house parties and never invited any where i can get my driver linece after 4 years of trying
i can not moved out the town i lived in since i was child which i hated
i can never leave it as hard i try .
now i have nothing now i don't have hope no more