OhGodImLonely
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I'm finally coming to this conclusion, seeing all that stuff on people's face books and I see them in parties and bbqs and stuff. They have people around them, smiles on their faces and all that ******* stuff I have longed for like my entire meaningless life !
I've got that old girlfriend of mine. She's in Brisbane doing really really good. She's got tones of friends and seems to party every single ******* day man !
We recently got in touch again a few days ago when I sent her a message to see what was going on. She replied like a month later and then accepted my friend request and couldn't help but go through her private life and boy what I'm seeing right now is killing me inside ! It brings me up some very sharp suicidal thoughts ! I wanna kill myself for being such an idiot loner !
I'm actually going to Brisbane in about 2 months. And I am actually very scared I don't make friendships there and stay on my own like a ******* terminal diseased young piece of honeysuckle.
And I don't even want her to know that I'm coming. Because she'll see I have no friends as the months will unfold and it's going to kill me even more !
Such a lonely day man !
I've got that old girlfriend of mine. She's in Brisbane doing really really good. She's got tones of friends and seems to party every single ******* day man !
We recently got in touch again a few days ago when I sent her a message to see what was going on. She replied like a month later and then accepted my friend request and couldn't help but go through her private life and boy what I'm seeing right now is killing me inside ! It brings me up some very sharp suicidal thoughts ! I wanna kill myself for being such an idiot loner !
I'm actually going to Brisbane in about 2 months. And I am actually very scared I don't make friendships there and stay on my own like a ******* terminal diseased young piece of honeysuckle.
And I don't even want her to know that I'm coming. Because she'll see I have no friends as the months will unfold and it's going to kill me even more !
Such a lonely day man !