I think I'm still a bit unsure what my ideal situation would be in terms of my relationships..
I know I feel awkward and different because of my lack of personal/social life in contrast to other people. I know I also occasionally feel down/bored/mildly depressed because of how little opportunity I have to experience new things, and get excited about upcoming events.
That being said, if I completely honest with myself, I can't picture my life any other way, and more importantly I can't sincerely convince myself that having more people in my life would improve my life, even if I was very compatible with those people.. I may be wrong.. Just how I feel..
I wonder if there are some people (like me), who are just wired to be happiest when they get to spend a large chunk of their time alone..
I say this as I see myself as a relatively 'normal' person in every other aspect of my life. I grew up in a stable family, didn't get bullied at school, got moderately good grades, have a decent job, etc etc.. I just don't do close friendships/relationships..Anyone else get where I'm coming from?
I know I feel awkward and different because of my lack of personal/social life in contrast to other people. I know I also occasionally feel down/bored/mildly depressed because of how little opportunity I have to experience new things, and get excited about upcoming events.
That being said, if I completely honest with myself, I can't picture my life any other way, and more importantly I can't sincerely convince myself that having more people in my life would improve my life, even if I was very compatible with those people.. I may be wrong.. Just how I feel..
I wonder if there are some people (like me), who are just wired to be happiest when they get to spend a large chunk of their time alone..
I say this as I see myself as a relatively 'normal' person in every other aspect of my life. I grew up in a stable family, didn't get bullied at school, got moderately good grades, have a decent job, etc etc.. I just don't do close friendships/relationships..Anyone else get where I'm coming from?