The Underdog said:
Would you say this was more likely to happen because you both have . . . things that create a potential for common ground to be broken and for a bond to be built on that foundation? I'm not trying to be nosy; you don't have to answer. I'm just curious, is all.
Those are VERY good questions... And no your not being nosy.
This has got to be the strangest thing I have ever heard of, and ask myself the same things.
It started as me trying to help her on another forum, she was a very tormented girl. We became close because we each serve a essential need for each other, we need each other !!
I need someone to care for, and she needs someone to care for her. I came from a horrible back-round too of self hate, loathing, and destructiveness ... But I found a way out, and I tend to guide and show her how to live. And in turn she gives me a reason to live.
And lets not forget the obvious ... she's 20, and I haven't had a relationship since before she was born.... She's willing, and I am NOT going to say no !! I live in the USA, and feel the same way about American women as the rest of the world... :club:
She is as shy and timid as anyone I have ever seen, is lady like, listens to every word I say, and adores me. I am going to die with a BIG SMILE on my face, but won't have any blood in it... If you know what I mean ..
I have nothing to lose, but everything to gain. After 7 years in isolation, I am not going to die alone. Because I couldn't find anyone that cares... And I have looked, and found NOTHING WORTH KNOWING.... But she does really care... And that's good enough reason for me to try. I found another human, not a plastic Hedonist from Hell that only pretends... She is willing to actually take action and do something... Not send Emo-con smileys to say I care, and forget about them faster than the page can reload.
So to answer your question... She's the only one that cared enough to show up !!