Let the tales of tragedy begin!
1. As a child of 12 I said I pretended to like someone for a whole year. Then I wondered why I didn't feel anything real, and by 13 I had moved to a new school and felt something real.
2. My father killed himself when I was 15, it happened in a manner that caused me to blame myself.
3. I met a woman who also had a tragic past, in the sense that her father abused her, and who was rather suicidal herself.
4. The woman betrays me in a severe and savage manner, to the point of years of anguish, suicidal desires, financial ruin, lost hopes, etc.
5. Psychic and spiritual research is done. I am told this woman killed herself in a past life because she couldn't have me. I was skeptical for a while, but I have been made to feel guilty for a suicide, and to crave my own, and to be betrayed and left for dead.
6. Could I really have been such a terrible person? I came into this world feeling with all my heart that a person who betrays someone in love, after the love is well and mutually established, is the most detestable of all.
7. I thought that I too would kill myself, as I was told that she had done, and this situation would reverse and in my next life I would betray her and she'd kill herself again and it would continue on forever. On the other hand I'll probably end up dying anyway, as obamacare law states all americans must be microchipped by no latter then march 2013. I believe in the book of revelation so I expect to die because of that.
8. The situation has changed me. I'm done with love, permanently. Yet I have this feeling I will wind up with a close female friend who falls in love with me, but I won't be able to go there. Then she will kill herself.
9. I'm actually starting to get some kind of sick thrill out of rejecting a woemans advances or rejecting her outright (BEFORE it goes anywhere of course) and so the likeliness of my previous point stands. Moreover my resolve must be tested, to see if I really can deny the next menacing woeman set in my path to completely destroy me.
And so it seems I am not only doomed to be forever alone in matters of love, but to lose all knowledge of my eternal plight and to forever dwell in a neverending loop of karma sorrow and tragedy. Forced Amnesia undoes the convictions of the past leading to repeating the same mistakes, and an upbringing without learning the subtleties of reincarnation is like a noose.
1. As a child of 12 I said I pretended to like someone for a whole year. Then I wondered why I didn't feel anything real, and by 13 I had moved to a new school and felt something real.
2. My father killed himself when I was 15, it happened in a manner that caused me to blame myself.
3. I met a woman who also had a tragic past, in the sense that her father abused her, and who was rather suicidal herself.
4. The woman betrays me in a severe and savage manner, to the point of years of anguish, suicidal desires, financial ruin, lost hopes, etc.
5. Psychic and spiritual research is done. I am told this woman killed herself in a past life because she couldn't have me. I was skeptical for a while, but I have been made to feel guilty for a suicide, and to crave my own, and to be betrayed and left for dead.
6. Could I really have been such a terrible person? I came into this world feeling with all my heart that a person who betrays someone in love, after the love is well and mutually established, is the most detestable of all.
7. I thought that I too would kill myself, as I was told that she had done, and this situation would reverse and in my next life I would betray her and she'd kill herself again and it would continue on forever. On the other hand I'll probably end up dying anyway, as obamacare law states all americans must be microchipped by no latter then march 2013. I believe in the book of revelation so I expect to die because of that.
8. The situation has changed me. I'm done with love, permanently. Yet I have this feeling I will wind up with a close female friend who falls in love with me, but I won't be able to go there. Then she will kill herself.
9. I'm actually starting to get some kind of sick thrill out of rejecting a woemans advances or rejecting her outright (BEFORE it goes anywhere of course) and so the likeliness of my previous point stands. Moreover my resolve must be tested, to see if I really can deny the next menacing woeman set in my path to completely destroy me.
And so it seems I am not only doomed to be forever alone in matters of love, but to lose all knowledge of my eternal plight and to forever dwell in a neverending loop of karma sorrow and tragedy. Forced Amnesia undoes the convictions of the past leading to repeating the same mistakes, and an upbringing without learning the subtleties of reincarnation is like a noose.