2008 was the year of the twighlightzone for me.
I'll never be the same after that.
I never forget that's for sure. I stood at the turning piont.lol
Yes my life is better today than last year becuase I'm better (as in well)
Has life been much much better than last year and now ? Certainly,
becuase I've been more healthy or lived a healthier life style.
Money in the bank, a beautiful babe, vacations when i wanted,
toys on the driveway...etc I jump out of bed with a zest for life
and a smile on my face. Like standing on top of the world.
The more well i get..everything else follows.
Happiness is an inside job.
I'm not sure if anyone ever heard about the wheel of life concept.
2008 was like a sort of 6 O'clock posistion for me. I hitted a bottom.
It felt like I was stripped naked of everything. Like a sort of death.
Like the cup I held had to be empty before it could refilled again.
(It was the first thread I read on ALL...wierd) I sort of comprehend
the principle behind it. Going through the emptying process was insane and narely..lol
(as in LET GO). My ass fell off and then some.
It drove me out of my freaken mind...(as in my old ways of thinking)
and into my soul...
Or i was forced to think out of the box...(as in the box I made for myself)
Or I was forced into a higher conscious
Or I had a brain fart
Or I had rude awakening...(as in a spiritaul awakening...lmao)
Or it was freaken growing pains....
Err...I read a lot of spiritaul or self help books...lol.
It's like a rebirth process or getting re born again..for me.
I'm probably at the 6 O'clock, 1 min, 15 second position...
Anyway...I can trace the day the hand of the clock started
the up swing...it was the day I sign up on this site. I started
reaching out.
Life is a trip !!!
....(as in a journy)