I've been feeling pretty down today. I cannot keep going on like I do with monotonous meaningless day after monotonous meaningless day. I need to take action but I have zero inclination and motivation to do so. I've scheduled a psychicatric evaluation, but unfortunately it won't happen till after New Year's. It's come to the point that I'm almost hoping I have something, so I'll have an excuse for why I'm like this. I mean I know exactly what I need to do to fix myself, but I don't do it. I just can't force myself to do it. I think what's the point, at the same time I think I hate this.
I've watched this a few times today and it is so true. I need to realize it, act on it, and become it.
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I've watched this a few times today and it is so true. I need to realize it, act on it, and become it.
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