Down In A Hole
New member
I'm new to the website. I've always been quiet and I usually keep to myself. I'd much rather tend to my own thoughts than talk to other people about jobs, money, and politics. Don't get me wrong. I love spending time with other people. I just don't fill the air with noise. I find that most people take that silence as judgement on them, or they think I'm on drugs. Instead of the usual conversations about sex, gossip, and careers, I like talking about how to become a better person. I talk about colors and nature and simple things. I often find myself sitting silent when my friends are talking trash about someone else. I may not know the person. Hell I might not even care for them myself. Still, I don't think it's right. After a while, the group of friends I'm with expects me to say something. All I can say is, "I have nothing to contribute to this conversation".
I've been sad for years because I can't seem to find a good group of friends that I can share my life with. But nobody wants to be friends with a sad dude.
I've been sad for years because I can't seem to find a good group of friends that I can share my life with. But nobody wants to be friends with a sad dude.