I dont know where else to write about this but I desperately need some advice and someone to talk to.
My brother tried to kill himself the other night... I really need to talk about this with someone but I dont know who. At first I wrote down what happened in this post but I dont know if thats too much for this forum... If anyone wants to hear me out please PM. It was a very traumatic experience for me.
I can't sleep after what happened, I'm just shaking and crying. I don't want to sleep in case he tries again and I'm not awake to hear him or stop him. I'm angry with my mom and I blame her for it. I'm starting to really hate her for this and I just keep getting angrier and angrier. My sister also tried to kill herself years ago and I've had suicidal thoughts as well for years. This event with my brother I feel is really pushing me over the age in terms of my anger towards my mom and stepdad and the honeysuckle they put us through growing up.
I need to talk about this soo bad with someone. I dont know if I should get professional help or what? And what kind?
I feel really lonely in all of this, I dont want to out my brother's problems with friends so I dont feel like I can talk to them. I have no one to talk to and its all I think about.
My brother tried to kill himself the other night... I really need to talk about this with someone but I dont know who. At first I wrote down what happened in this post but I dont know if thats too much for this forum... If anyone wants to hear me out please PM. It was a very traumatic experience for me.
I can't sleep after what happened, I'm just shaking and crying. I don't want to sleep in case he tries again and I'm not awake to hear him or stop him. I'm angry with my mom and I blame her for it. I'm starting to really hate her for this and I just keep getting angrier and angrier. My sister also tried to kill herself years ago and I've had suicidal thoughts as well for years. This event with my brother I feel is really pushing me over the age in terms of my anger towards my mom and stepdad and the honeysuckle they put us through growing up.
I need to talk about this soo bad with someone. I dont know if I should get professional help or what? And what kind?
I feel really lonely in all of this, I dont want to out my brother's problems with friends so I dont feel like I can talk to them. I have no one to talk to and its all I think about.