Fender
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Hey guys, I haven't posted here in like a year :/ . Anyway, the first of the month was my 21st birthday and the only friend I have had to work all day and night so I was alone all day. This girl I met at college told me last week that she wanted to hang out with me on my bday but she wouldn't respond to texts or anything. My mom said she was sick this morning, and then told me this evening she spent the day with my sister painting her kitchen. So no one in my family wants to be with me, and the one real friend never has time to do anything with me, plus I'm not sure if he's really my friend at all. I spent the day sitting in my bed drinking vodka, then walked to a bar and had a few drinks by myself then went home again. I'm so sick of my life, I've hated my life like this for the last 8 years and I've always told myself that things would get better, but they just don't. In fact, everything's just gotten worse. I can't stand it anymore. I can't keep up with homework for college because I work so much, and I don't work enough to keep up with bills. So after all these years thinking life will get better, I just sit here drinking alone.
Sorry just had to vent a bit, no one wants to hear how I feel.
Sorry just had to vent a bit, no one wants to hear how I feel.