BrokenInside
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I remember my dad being a great father until he took premature retirement. I was 15 then. He tried to set some business but failed which made him depressed and he got distant from us. I grew up watching my parents fighting (mostly my dad's fault) which created a negative image of him in my mind. He was mostly concerned about our results, never cared to ask what problems we had in our lives. Me and my bros wanted him to give us fatherly hugs and affection but he didn't understand that. We then learned to be without him. He was around us physically and that's it. Now, after many years, he is trying to come back in our lives. But we are unable to take him back. I sometimes try to be a good daughter but he then does something bad that takes me away from him again.
I feel bad after arguing with him. It worries me when he falls ill. I am afraid of losing him.
Despite of all this, i am unable to remove the distance between me and him.
I feel bad after arguing with him. It worries me when he falls ill. I am afraid of losing him.
Despite of all this, i am unable to remove the distance between me and him.