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WallflowerGirl83
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My parents are always getting on me about my life. Asking me about marriage when it's the last thing on my mind. My mother never liked any of my friends. Step Father is disrespectful to my own mother, I find myself actuallly disgusted with him. My two brothers have always been mean to me growing up. My older brother bullied me and my younger brother growing up, than my younger brother turned against me as well. Now my mother brushes everything under the rug. Anytime she talks to me I can't help but become sarcastic with her cause she never even pays no attention to me until I start to leave the house. Than all the sudden she wants to know about my life, who I talk too and what are my plans. The more I get asked, the more annoyed I get. Anytime I speak my mind on how I feel I get ignored, if I have different views about anything I get looked at like there's something wrong with me. To be honest I cuss sometimes, It may not be attractive to some but anytime I do my step father tells me to act like a young lady. I'm not old fashion at all and I speak freely, maybe that upsets them which I can understand. Been bullied my whole life and now that I'm finally expressing myself, they act as if I'm nuts. Why? Cause I finally have a voice? Because I'm not allowing them to always have the last word? My mom is nosey and gossips... so much is frustrating me right now. Than I get asked about college. Yeah sure I'd like to take classes if I wasn't so depressed all the time. "Just deal with it and be happy." my mother tells me. The more and more I type this out the more I realize why I can't stand my family anymore. Can't say much about my brothers except for the fact that both of them ignore me too. Not much is left of my family, I wouldn't be surprised if one day I stopped talking to them....