Black Sabbath
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Not sure how to explain this but... i have read a lot of posts on this part of the forum and it's about people wanting relationships, i want out of mine as it is making me more lonely everyday, i've been with the same guy for 20 yrs and it is him that is making me lonely, he doesn't like me having friends, i can only go for a night out with him, if i do manage to find a friend which is very rare he always causes problems so i lose them, i did have the chance to leave him a few weeks but 2 of my kids would not leave and i could not leave them, they mean the world to me, they are the only reason i haven't topped myself by now to be honest!
I do not work so i cannot find friends that way, he always makes an eccuse for me not to work so i have always got to ask for money it's like his hold over me!
So being in a relationship doesn't always stop you feeling lonely it sometimes can make it worse!
I do not work so i cannot find friends that way, he always makes an eccuse for me not to work so i have always got to ask for money it's like his hold over me!
So being in a relationship doesn't always stop you feeling lonely it sometimes can make it worse!