Dear-_-Tragedy
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Particularly my step dad. He can be a complete _____ sometimes. Most of the time. He is is just bringing me down and almost holds me back from gaining self esteem, self confidence etc. Telling me to shower even though I do. Telling me to brush my teeth even thought I do. Telling me to clean my room even though I do. The real kicker? I'm 24 soon and it really gets me down. How can a man not live his own life without constant belittling? They own the house and this seems to give them the golden ticket to trample on me and make me feel worthless.
I feel ready to move out because all of my troubles seem to be of an underlying feeling of inadequacy brought on by this lack of independence. I'm not respected at all in this house. Even by my younger step brother who has a job. Basically if you don't have a job you are worthless. Doesn't matter if you are at uni finishing a degree.
I would have a lot more to say but it won't be coherent enough given the arguing I have just been doing. I need to calm down.
Basically I was asked to tidy my room today so I said I will do it today. Earlier I was coming into my room and my step dad is in my space moving stuff around tidying it all up. Invading my space. Then I get them saying if you do what we ask then we don't need to tell you. But if I can do it because you are doing it then how can I do it? This cycle continues daily. Sick of this house. I feel trapped.
I feel ready to move out because all of my troubles seem to be of an underlying feeling of inadequacy brought on by this lack of independence. I'm not respected at all in this house. Even by my younger step brother who has a job. Basically if you don't have a job you are worthless. Doesn't matter if you are at uni finishing a degree.
I would have a lot more to say but it won't be coherent enough given the arguing I have just been doing. I need to calm down.
Basically I was asked to tidy my room today so I said I will do it today. Earlier I was coming into my room and my step dad is in my space moving stuff around tidying it all up. Invading my space. Then I get them saying if you do what we ask then we don't need to tell you. But if I can do it because you are doing it then how can I do it? This cycle continues daily. Sick of this house. I feel trapped.