I've recently lost the love of my life she no longer has interest in me and am now so depressed to the point I've dropped out of college because my grades were all failing due to me not being able to care about anything else but her. I thought the break would be a time to help myself heal but that hasn't worked. I can't find a job my parents are so disappointed in all I've become my father says I'm useless and I've no other plans in life. I've tried to keep hope but being 20 and that being the only girl things have actually semi went well with I have lost all hope in everything. I no longer want to feel this way. Is suicide the answer? Please help.