Dabnis_Brickey
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Since high school, I have tried to hide behind a mask. Masking my loneliness, awkwardness, self-hatred, social ineptness, etc. pretty effectively through lies, fake smiles and false confidence. Or so I thought.
Lately I am beginning to realize that they could see behind the mask all along. They knew all of these things. They could see through it easily. They felt pity for me. They look down on me.
And it hurts. It hurts when something you are trying so desperately to hide isn't so hidden after all. A persona that you have worked on for so long doesn't actually help your cause at all.
So being that I am already exposed, what am I supposed to do now? I am so lost.
Lately I am beginning to realize that they could see behind the mask all along. They knew all of these things. They could see through it easily. They felt pity for me. They look down on me.
And it hurts. It hurts when something you are trying so desperately to hide isn't so hidden after all. A persona that you have worked on for so long doesn't actually help your cause at all.
So being that I am already exposed, what am I supposed to do now? I am so lost.