AngryJohnny42
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I found this site, kinda by accident a couple weeks ago. I went searching for a quote, and there was a post on the site with the quote as a title. I've looked around a bit, and it seems to be a good venue to vent, so I'll give it a shot. I want to say something to someone, but I am a coward. I'll try saying it here and see if it helps
I used to watch you and Daniel together. It would make me so sad to watch you try to get his attention and not succeed. I wanted to be the one that you cared that much for very badly. Then when you and Daniel broke up, I had one night where I thought I was going to get that chance, and for me, that was amazing. Later though, I realized you were just drunk and horny, and I was just there. Now you're with someone else, and I'm stuck once again wishing I was the one getting your attention. I'm usually a little better at shrugging it off. I've grown quite used to not being the guy that gets the girl over the years. This time though, when ever I see you with Josh, I have to keep replaying that night in my head. Wondering if I wasn't show shy, and if I had done or said something differently, would it be me?
To me, that one night was the best I've felt in a very long time, and it was just three kisses, before you went in your room and went to sleep...and I don't even know if you remember it...
I used to watch you and Daniel together. It would make me so sad to watch you try to get his attention and not succeed. I wanted to be the one that you cared that much for very badly. Then when you and Daniel broke up, I had one night where I thought I was going to get that chance, and for me, that was amazing. Later though, I realized you were just drunk and horny, and I was just there. Now you're with someone else, and I'm stuck once again wishing I was the one getting your attention. I'm usually a little better at shrugging it off. I've grown quite used to not being the guy that gets the girl over the years. This time though, when ever I see you with Josh, I have to keep replaying that night in my head. Wondering if I wasn't show shy, and if I had done or said something differently, would it be me?
To me, that one night was the best I've felt in a very long time, and it was just three kisses, before you went in your room and went to sleep...and I don't even know if you remember it...