Sometimes
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It has been a hard go, to learn to allow myself anything. I always felt much more comfortable appearing to be equal or less-than, or having less-than(quantity) or less-good(quality) than other people. I am so good at self denial. After a long time of struggle, I can allow myself to have good things, but I still have to excuse myself for having good things, or else I hide the fact that I have any good things.
When I feel I have anything better than anyone else, I feel guilt and I feel fear. Picking this apart has been a long process.
Does anyone else have trouble having anything good, or at least letting anyone know that you have anything good?
When I feel I have anything better than anyone else, I feel guilt and I feel fear. Picking this apart has been a long process.
Does anyone else have trouble having anything good, or at least letting anyone know that you have anything good?