XalosJuryin
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I'm new here. Sorry for not introducing myself, but my situation demands this kind of entrance. Here is what I just wrote on my iPhone:
So. Beer is a friend when there's none. When all friends and company suddenly seem frozen in a very very distant and inacessible realm.
Beer is the saviour. And the destroyer.
Loneliness is a *****. Even though you know that your girlfriend, parents and friends all love and like you; loneliness just doesn't care – it comes.
As I texted my friend earlier today, I told her that there didn't seem to be any good reason for me to get out of the hotel, because I would be walking, eating, visiting, experiencing and thinking on my own. Beer seems the most meaningful destination right now.
I am giving in to the short term pleasures in order to soften loneliness.
Right now, loneliness strikes me as a sudden and lingering depressive force that clouds over you. Right now, as ai write, its not bad, actually. Because I am about to eat and drink some beer.
The funny thing is that some times when I drink beer I might get a little sad. But other times I become sympathetic towards everything and loneliness seems to fade away. Only for me to wake up and realize that I have sent my friends an audio message and that they will never answer.
So. Beer is a friend when there's none. When all friends and company suddenly seem frozen in a very very distant and inacessible realm.
Beer is the saviour. And the destroyer.
Loneliness is a *****. Even though you know that your girlfriend, parents and friends all love and like you; loneliness just doesn't care – it comes.
As I texted my friend earlier today, I told her that there didn't seem to be any good reason for me to get out of the hotel, because I would be walking, eating, visiting, experiencing and thinking on my own. Beer seems the most meaningful destination right now.
I am giving in to the short term pleasures in order to soften loneliness.
Right now, loneliness strikes me as a sudden and lingering depressive force that clouds over you. Right now, as ai write, its not bad, actually. Because I am about to eat and drink some beer.
The funny thing is that some times when I drink beer I might get a little sad. But other times I become sympathetic towards everything and loneliness seems to fade away. Only for me to wake up and realize that I have sent my friends an audio message and that they will never answer.
