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Let's see, I'm insecure about many things mostly myself and my romantic relationships. I'm extremely shy and usually tend to bounce between being happy and being depressed as all get out. I trust people way too much and too early, thinking that they'll never do harm to me. I'm somewhat selfish, hold grunges for a long time and worry too much over small and big things.
 
1. I have deep-seated trust issues, which often don't come out until late in the game of a relationship. I have high hopes for this current one though. I think we've finally hurtled over the trust thing. Yay!

2. I can be impatient.

3. I have a cynical, crunchy exterior that masks the fact that inside I am a soft and squishy idealist who actually believes the promises people make, even rashly. Ugh. That honeysuckle NEVER ends well and causes me to thicken up that cynical shell.
 
In general, I am a cynic and only expect people to, when given enough time, start being an ******* to me. This causes me to want to protect myself from virtually everybody, which is why I am secretive and selective about who tI talk to and what I talk about.

There are a lot of things about myself that I rarely share with anyone: talents, hobbies, accomplishments, thoughts, the list goes on and on......

It's not that I find it hard to socialize... it's that I find it hard to socialize with MOST people, and I think that's an important distinction.
 

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