niki_gal84
Well-known member
I dont know where to start and how to start. Well I have just gone through hard time in my life...brk up wif my bf last year...long term relationships...he initiated that...he left me just for simple reason...he blamed me for evrything..but none of them are my mistakes..he left me...
It is quite a struggle for me to go through everything that I have been through. too much of depression..
The most stupid and idiotic thing that I ever done is attempted to commit suicide twice.It is really a terrifying experience for me..
I feel very lonely now. Feel like my world is shrinking and shrinking. I tried to make friends and but seems like that lead to another mistake...
All the guys that I ever met, not the type of person Im looking for..good liars..
except one guy whom I met recently.. but too sad he likes me but he dun love me...he brk my heart again..he felt that this is too fast for him..he is not ready yet for any relatioship.. well yeah we just met 4 times... Im not too sure why I felt this way or maybe bcoz I feel lonely..
Im just tired of everything and too much of pain in me...just wished that I could find someone to share...why this is too hard...why its too hard for me to find someone...why I alwiz ended up with Mr.Wrong...??
Im supposed to gt married by this time last year...but things didnt work for us...
Im sick of crying...wanted to move on...but I just dont know how and where to start..
How to get rid of this lonelyness...?? why Im so unfortunate??
I have been worried and uncertain about my life at this point.
It is quite a struggle for me to go through everything that I have been through. too much of depression..
The most stupid and idiotic thing that I ever done is attempted to commit suicide twice.It is really a terrifying experience for me..
I feel very lonely now. Feel like my world is shrinking and shrinking. I tried to make friends and but seems like that lead to another mistake...
All the guys that I ever met, not the type of person Im looking for..good liars..
except one guy whom I met recently.. but too sad he likes me but he dun love me...he brk my heart again..he felt that this is too fast for him..he is not ready yet for any relatioship.. well yeah we just met 4 times... Im not too sure why I felt this way or maybe bcoz I feel lonely..
Im just tired of everything and too much of pain in me...just wished that I could find someone to share...why this is too hard...why its too hard for me to find someone...why I alwiz ended up with Mr.Wrong...??
Im supposed to gt married by this time last year...but things didnt work for us...
Im sick of crying...wanted to move on...but I just dont know how and where to start..
How to get rid of this lonelyness...?? why Im so unfortunate??
I have been worried and uncertain about my life at this point.