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Thanks guys :D It does include cycling. Ive never done that either so it should be interesting. but im nervous b/c the practice is going to be running outside...with the group...meaning im going to have to keep up with someone :( im very slow. i might be embarrassed...but at least i'll be...

So I'm joining a triathlon club at my university. Im very nervous but also excited. i havent been in a pool since i was ten. today i went to a pool and tried to swim while breathing. its a lot harder then it looks. i tried for two hours and finally i swam one lap doing the breathing thing. lol...

well alrighty then...lol. twitchy im sorry you feel people want you to off yourself. i think beneath all your defensive "fresia-isms" there is a lot of pain for feeling rejected. well, i guess i can throw out the age difference theory. it may just be me, then. I think i may not have much in...

I loved dating. once i broke out of my shell i thought it was the best thing id been missing out on. i never wanted to find "the one." i thought that would be boring. who wants to be with just one person all the time?? so i never understood the rush to find "the one." all my older sisters are...

i hate social anxiety. i havent had it in a long time but this year and last it seems to be getting worse. i was trying to "embrace my loneliness" which was working until i went to class the last couple of days. i think some of it is im just older and im expecting to be able to relate to...

What do you all think of this quote by Nelson Mandela: “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous...

he did improve. he hit rock bottom. when he gets drunk he cuts himself up. he was getting out of the ER again and he said, "those idiots. they let me out. all i had to do was feed them some stupid lies." and i replied, "Ya, they're the idiots. No one is gonna make you get help." he was also on...

this was pretty cool. had a nice chat with some girl from new york.

ive wondered this, too. but i think we do. like someone else said, we are a social species. social species that become isolated from the herd die because they are more vulnerable to the elements. and to never have a mate and not reproduce is eternal death- as far as this world is concerned...

These situations are frustrating. my brother is an alcoholic and for awhile there it was really ugly. i love him to death, but when he's drinking he can be an *******. its emotionally exhausting.

Sooooo...you're pissed...you are not peaceful...and you deny god....seems they were right ;) j/k awesome thread CAS! i hate all those stupid cliches, too. My favorite one is "just do it." give me a break.

i forgot my old password and the email i signed up with is no longer valid. how do i change my password? if i ever get signed out of this site on my computer (im always logged in) i'll have no way of signing back on. Can someone help?

i know what you mean. i have never had friends that were that bad, but last semester i did meet a guy that was an alcoholic. i knew i should just leave him alone but i was lonely and we got along for the most part. so i empathize with you. Luckily for me he failed out of school and i havent seen...

I hate my life. luckily my counselor reminded me that this wasnt always the case; there was a time i liked my life. i actually went to bed at night because i wanted to get up the next day. ahhhh....the good 'ol days. but if i got there once, means i can get there again.....i think.

that is not good to lose the desire to try and get out there. i havent really lost that desire, im just not panicing anymore that i cant seem to make friends even when i do "get out there." i guess im trying to accept things the way they are without trying to force them to be any different. im...