Recent content by hiki

i took about a full year to find a man again after my last bf. it wasnt easy as i have some physical issues, too many men alright but they often just wanna screw or not interested at all in you. sometimes i think its just plain luck. only chance at it is try to increase your luck by just...

why would a woman spend time and exert effort if youre too lazy for it? at best they would stick a bit and see if you can recover but ... you seem to have a general issue with motivation and its not just with women. why dont you instead, spend some time and reflect on what your actual problem...

something someone said. that the only way to change things is to really act upon it. if your car is just too **** messed up, at one point you cant just keep repairing it for example - you needs to gets a new bloody car.

hey thanks sophia! ... seems the adult and drugs are still there -_- and thank you all for the hello

honk honk! i wish i can lose it too, but im trying right now. been eating more fruits and vegetables and stopping the normal soda

well, by simply doing nothing but get to know people? coz then eventually you just get to see a long list of flaws that they have that you have to wonder, why feel so bad when this person is also just flawed - even pushing the idea in your head, why should these bastards act so high when theyre...

well for a while atleast, i didnt have a real true friend. i have one right now, but i tend to bully him. probably due to the long period of not having any - losing touch with how you should treat friends.

the more i look at the world and the sea of people, the more i feel less of a loser

then it is that idea that you cant tell her everything. in that sense - you feel loneliness. that you cant share that part of you and its yours alone, youre alone in the struggle as if you have to hide it.

found the place while trying to find an old forum i used to go to, hikiculture. i used the same name there. anyway hello to all. :club: lol funny ^ please dont expect much intelligence from me lol