Recent content by I.O.

I would die before I did that. I can't do anything with a girl who is not attracted to me. To pressure or trick a girl into anything is unimaginably vile.

I just had to endure another party where I tried to express attraction for a girl all night, and then she led a goofy weirdo up to her room to fresia. I have felt this deep frustration build in me for years, and it's coming up to a climax. Something will push me over the edge, and this thing...

Actually, Christopher Moore deconstructed that whole word with his "Beta Male" essay. Here. http://bbs.chrismoore.com/viewtopic.php?t=7415

I am constantly preemptively dumped. Every single relationship thing I've ever had sort of tentatively moves forward, then the girl either rejects me or, in the last case, just hooks up with another guy in the same room as me while pointedly ignoring me. Then all my goddamn friends get me drunk...

Long enough so that as of last night, I experienced my friends' attempts to get me laid. Not in such crude terms, of course and I do appreciate the sentiment, but it makes me feel kind of pathetic.

I'm actually scared. It's not psychologically healthy to go completely without any physical intimacy for so long, and it can lead to drug abuse, which I've had trouble with. And aggression. I get these violent, coldly aggressive thoughts sometimes, and these deep sessions of despair. It was...

I'm single because I tend to get my hopes way, way up for something that isn't that reliable, and when it inevitably blows up in my face, I get a little more bitter and cynical. Right now I've been waiting for five hours at the school alone because a girl said she might go to a bar with me. Even...

I've been single my whole life, but recently I was made even more aware of how isolated I am in terms of relationships. We're doing work in Acting 1 that involves touching and describing people, and it's the most real physical intimacy I've ever had in my whole life.

I can't ******* take it anymore. I used to be a weird, emotional whiner, and it was made clear that everyone hated me for it. So now I keep everything inside, but I don't know how much more I can take. I know I'm ******* young, and that everyone's sure I'll find someone, but it doesn't seem to...

I think I actually can tell when a girl is interested in me, but I can't bring myself to pursue it. There were some horribly humiliating things that happened at a party when I was 17, and ever since then I've been basically afraid of intimacy and sex and what have you, while still somehow...

I had a party tonight. Camping out near the lake in a site I rented. The whole thing cost me like 200 bucks. No one showed up. Seriously. I feel like I'm in a movie or something.

There's studies that suggest that girls consider men with lean, kinda-muscular bodies to be most attractive, rather than ones with bigger muscles. Most girls I know hate the whole Beefy McBigPecs look.

I'm actually the opposite, constantly assuming that no girls like me, and I only think that with the most obvious of hints. There are a lot of guys like me, and I guess we're just as bad.

I usually develop feelings towards people I've known for a while, even a long time. How does one possibly advance such a relationship? Basically you're just hoping they have also become interested in you.

I cannot express attraction in any way. I can talk for hours candidly about anything, but I'm completely unable to tell someone I like them. I don't know why, I always seem to think it would be rude. Most of the time I feel disgusted at the fact that I could be attracted to someone, like I'm...