I've felt like that......then I've found something or someone I really love and thought I was an idiot for having all those thoughts......then the thing went away......and I was back to having those thoughts......then I found something else.....and so on......you just need to find something you...
Thanks. :)
One would think yeah....but I guess not.....I doubt my talking to her help.....plus it really makes me feel pathetic......sort of like begging somebody to love you.
Thanks...I am sort of feeling better about it.....but usually I sort of make myself think "I don't give a fu*k" ......and then after a few weeks realize that I do.
Sort of makes sense in a way....feels great going in....sucks at the end....and it does get dull when you're not in a...
I don't think she had a lot of feelings for me either....I sort of knew that.....but I was lonely.....when your lonely you hold on to every relationship you can get.....or well....at least I do.
Mine was sort of like that for the past year.....let's break up....let's be friends.....friends...
Yeah I did....she wanted to focus on herself...plus some other person stuff.....it didn't make a lot of sense to me really.
That's what I thought.....and she claimed "that's what friends do".
Well I just got dumped......she just didn't want me anymore.....I still don't understand why exactly.........what do you really even say in response to that....how can you make a plea to somebody who flat out doesn't want you......after a relationship of two years.....she pretty much just wakes...
Being depressed makes me feel old.....being lonely actually makes me feel like a stupid teen.....like I should be able to manage on my own and not make such a big fuss about not having friends.
I was like that in college.....ended up not going for a few weeks....weeks turned longer and longer....and I sort of regret it now......do you like the course you are doing?......focus on that.....not on the people......also tackle one problem at a time.....don't get weighed down by worrying...