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Mom says I'm moping. I want to scream at her. I'm not moping. I'm so lonely and so hating my messed up life that I want to either: a. drink lots of beer and forget the mental pain b. break up w/ Boyfriend so that I'd be truly alone and thus able to attempt death c. attempt death. But, hey...

Maybe your actions aren't truly matching your thoughts?

I hope you find your place in the world :).

What different things have you tried doing?

I think it all depends on your "school of thought" and what theories you agree with, but, one of the most common "theories" is that, yes, we learn from our parents and how we respond in relationships (esp. dating) is based on what we learned from them. I personally have a best friend (in another...

Frankl's awesome. Some day I hope to own that book. I mean, I'd own it, but no job = no money = no books. I feel sorry for my boyfriend, because when I move in and have a job I'll buy books galore! but, yeah, I >.> I like reading WW2 stuff because it makes me feel like maybe my own life isn't so...

This is so messed up. Yeah, I'm depressed. Yeah, I'm somewhat suicidal, and I've been that way for a week. Talking to my boyfriend WORKS. I love him, he loves me, and I feel wonderful and not self-ARGH whenever I talk to him. But, no, Boyfriend is telling me that I'm too dependent on him. He...