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xD Will you be a pessimistic teenager? Or... just try to live a normal life?

Basically, it was the stress of fitting in! Also, I had major anxiety.. I was enrolled in piano and martial arts.. But you know.. I had to prepare myself mentally to get there! There are people who I can't really relate to.. And I was always self-conscious of what people thought of me. I just...

I think I've matured greatly due to depression... So when I talk to adults, I can hold my one sense of judgement and comfort. I'm 15, but... we've all matured in different ways. I'm not sure what to say! lol

Craig Armstrong - Finding Beauty ._."

I believe it's best to spend birthdays alone.. When it's a weekday or some vacation day or holiday.. and it's my birthday... I wake up and take a hot shower... But then I reminisce.. And then I say: "I'm really.. one year older?!" I also look at my legs and body to see if I've grown any...

That doesn't sound like a positive quote to me... D:

You guys should play free Korean MMORPGS! They're the best... that's when... I almost met someone in real life.. but I refused to.. D:

Become indifferent to what they say.. I developed a "blank stare" as to show no emotion.. like this: But anyways why be so self-conscious... It's just a human... And we're all humans.. We're all overpopulated, so get used to it! xD We'll see each other a lot more.. I'm in High school too.

Well, with the aid of this adolescent depression, constant caffeine intakes, and stress preventing me from enjoying my food, I'd say I am quite content. D: Bwuahahaha But sometimes, I have a need to indulge salty foods like ramen until I feel sick and full. But really, caffeine does help...

Does age really matter? Y-yes.. ._."

I think it's just the salt that makes bacon taste good. Rather, I like ramen! It's much more savory... and spicy because spices mix well with ramen, than bacon.. >.<

Umm... Thank you.. T.T Actually, feeling depression.. is like a high to me.. I can feel emotions much more intensely, and they stay with me.. It's much better than being passive and indifferent, and not giving concern to anything. And I enjoy feeling the sad emotions, much more than feeling...

I tend to be indifferent and passive, and just allow things to happen. But you should just follow your emotions.. If it gets to a point where you're sick of the amount of self-confidence and esteem you have, you're already at a low point, so just attempt something.. Romance also works, but I've...

D: I like the smaller communities though.. it's as if my threads have a significance to them.. But if you realize.. if we all realize that our problems are just humane, they're mundane lol.. a lot of people experience them.. what are we going getting ourselves caught up with these silly...

Well... then you're required to make your stories interesting, now, right? lol What happens if no one is listening here..?!?! Humans are insignificant, that is true, well, for me.. because we're overpopulated.. I get my pleasure from explicit things and caffeine and music.. but what then...