Recent content by oh_boy

Hello! How I feel for you, man. You've probably spent quite lot of time on computer games. It's such a pity they don't pay cash for that :D. I've wasted my youth on this stuff as well. I wish I could turn back time. At least now I don't play anymore and wish you to overcome that. Maybe it...

Oh yes, photography and art are kinda solitary. I know one guy who found meaning thru photography. And while making his way to a certain level he was all alone! Now he is no more :). But - I found it's lot easier to act like that if you're quite young - he started in his teens. I remember while...

Tiger Lily, I don't understand quite well what you call "meaningful connections". I think majority of ppl have just their job, family and stuff and that's plain boring. Not for them! They don't know anything about these meaningful connections, but just do their routine and are happy. Oh they're...

I'd like to add that even I encountered some approaching from females despite all my miseries that were always with me :). I explain it by that: some females nowadays want to feel more and more manly, to exercise their power on smb. But with strong male individuals it still won't work out...

Jjam, perhaps toleration isn't a perfect word here. I mean - who's gonna like when somebody suffers? Come on, nobody. All of us need happy people in our life we could pump from in order to reduce our own suffering. Of course we feel great when we can help somebody bla bla bla, but deep inside...

Ahaha. Nice. But I can't be that sincere - now I always say "I'm fine, thanks for asking". Cause if I say "I'm in trashy situation" to some stranger, he'll think I'm crazy. If I say that to some closer person, he'll start comforting me etc etc - and that makes my situation even more pathetic...

Hello, Elise It seems like your story is quite similar to mine, though of course I know so little about you. I think many people treat you like some goofy or child etc, cause they have their own ambitious plans. They're friendly only with these people that can significantly contribute to...

Haha one nice song another one - dance-style, very positive and uplifting. You won't find such dance music now anymore :(

My life isn't valued by what I can do for others. Or even who I am to someone. If you mean something to someone, then that's a plus in life. Personally, I think that's the problem some people have. People who think that if they don't have someone in life, then they are worthless. If someone...

LOL. A nice one !

hey if you think you wanna do this, I'd encourage you to think once more about some things, like: - who are the ones that are going to be affected by that? - what effects it may have on them? - what are the reasons for my wish to kill myself? - for how long did I have this wish? - what were...

Hi all. I wanted to share some thoughts cause they were quite important for me. These thoughts are regarding suicide theme. So... Suicide is clearly perceived as a negative action and believe me I no doubt render it as such for most of the time. But - what should be the basis of any action...

I sometimes made people excited by telling about some stupid things that happen with me from time to time. Like walking into a post or infiltrating your own home through window cause these stupid keys are inside. But it works only for a while. Then you start looking like a retard.

Heh, myself. Maybe just plan too much or want too much. Except myself - the creator of all this business called life. Of course it's kinda blasphemous to think like this. And I know I earned all my pain, so here's myself again who lets me down. But when every day I find that life is even more...

I think I understand this topic well. I know that I don't need my love now cause I'm not ready. Cause my life is screwed now. But I still have to fight my desires. That makes me upset sometimes. It seems unfair. And there are some who tell me that I need a girl. Then I feel humiliated. Yes...