Recent content by Red914

Hey, everyone... I honestly don't have a lot of energy right now. I never really do. All I can say is that I'm alone and unloved. No one truly cares for me. I'm just nothing. No one. I'm honeysuckle. The title here says Numb, but inside my heart is twisted around and like a shrunken head. I feel...

And I meant it more than I admit. My friend called the police, and they had to take me to a hospital so I wouldn't actually do anything to harm myself. I do believe that I'm alone in the world now. I've met some kind people here, but it's not likely I'll ever meet any of you in person. But I...

Now, I don't even have my mom to talk to. I've made the same mistakes over and over again, that I can tell she's just done trying to help me. I'm just so by myself and paranoid of what people think of me. I don't seem to listen to what she tells me -- I still give too much weight to other...

I'm fine, Lady. I'm so very sorry I scared you like that. I was just blurting out stuff I shouldn't have. Thank you so much for being a friend at this time.

Check your mesages, Lady........

It got worse tonight. I'm about to have a complete nervous breakdown. Very quickly. My mom doesn't know. She only knows I'm in a rotten mood. Can't give more details now. I may be in a hospital by the time you read this. Thanks for all of your kindness. Keep in touch.

Hey, everyone. So... I don't know. I'm in another weird mood tonight, and I still don't have enough energy. I'm in way over my head with depressive symptoms. I want to cry. I don't even know if things have improved since my last post -- it's almost like I've stopped caring. I can say that there...

Hi, Lady. Basically, I may have to drop out of school because I'm so behind, my mom and I may lose our home because we don't have enough money to pay our bills and rent, and her cancer might be coming back. I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. I feel like hiding away from the world and never...

I'm heading to bed soon, so I barely have the energy. I barely ever have the energy. But I'm in a place that I don't think I can pull away from... Thanks for the hugs! If you reply again, I'll probably have more info next time.

Do you mind if I hang around for a while? I'm in a very dark and isolating place right now as well. Would you mind if I reached out to you? And you can reach out to me if you like?

Help me. .......................... .......................... Help me.

Hey there, everyone! So, earlier on today, I hung out with this woman who works in the same department as me. I kind of want to go out with her, but I don't know if it would be a good idea to pursue that right now. We've hung out a couple of times, but only in a group with others from our...

Hey there, everyone. I can't believe I'm actually to this point -- where friendships just don't make sense to me anymore. I just don't know how to be around others, and it's led me down a very isolating path. People have told me to be more specific about what's bothering me or what exactly...

I know, trust me. It's just because of my depression. I hardly ever have enough energy to go into detail. I suppose I just need hugs (virtually, in this case, of course) and kind words and people taking a little time to let me talk to them. Just to know that, even on a small level, that there...

Thanks so much! How are you lately? (Thought I'd start simple, LOL.) No! :-D Of course I'd be more than happy to talk to you! That's funny, though. What happened? By all means, vent to me whenever you like. Hugs, by the way! Yeah, if only people just CARED more often. Sometimes, I feel...