i mean im out going i guess i just forgot how
idk my home jersey theres just not much here for me anymore
like im not close with family i dont have real true friends i find it hard to love people and just the party scene got depressing
i think i think too much to be able to love easily
well i guess ill start from the beginning ive always been a deep thinker and liked to party.ive had plenty of friends in my life.but after i graduated high school i tried college and realized it wasnt for me for diffrent reasons and after losing my job ive been home alot.im joining the marine...
i think i get this but i feel like some points like god,afterlife,and ghost arent supported by the main theme
everything that has been is and will be exist in a parallel sense
and if it exist then we can learn from it
and in some vague sense probably have
i was watching frontline and started crying when a marine died over in afghanistan and im wondering if i truely am tough enough to join
like the guy got shot in the neck on camera and his squad was trying to save him best they could but it just makes me wonder
i totally know how you feel after i stopped going to school ive been spending alot of time at home and now i dont know how to get back out there and im too ashamed to mention it to my friends its a huge reason why im joining the marines not that i advise that on your part but yeah ive forgotten...
reading has always helped me like movies and tv i guess its something you can crawl into and get lost in and getting lost in thought can be very beautiful too if you can handle it im not very good at that part but i guess the genius is in the emphasis in life.most of the time we can all agree or...
im a 20 male.i usually had a lot of friends and was a bit of a party guy.but about a year and a half ago i quit school and lost my job and my thoughts got the best of me.i leave to the marine corps in february and would like to make some friends here in the mean time help me deal with being so...