Recent content by Valince

That this is ironically the worst place to try and make friends at.

I would have joined in on the fun. So easy for me to assimilate myself into a conversation that contains laughter. Think about it.

There are guys out there who want more than just sex. Sex is an easily obtainable thing now in society.. But that love..that feeling of waking up to someone so worth it. Spending your days and nights cherishing every moment with them. Living through sunny days and crying together through rainy...

1 year.

Have to be honest here, I don't feel worthy enough to be your friend(my value is next to 0). But I can see where you're coming from on a few things you've said here. And my style of humor isn't sarcastic..well one guy calls me the human jackrabbit, because of my seemingly limitless energy and...

I hope you find him someday.

Severe Scoliosis. But you would never know it unless I tell you, or just pay attention to how I lift stuff, or use things to pull myself up when I have to get off the floor.

Girls like that I don't comment on, nor go after.

..Gave up again..this time it's permanent. I'm not asking for advice or anyones pity. So Krisi after all ended up being the final chapter of my life... why couldn't it be on a better note..

Read my edit. I posted with bitterness, and changed what I said. Personally, I DON'T believe that. And there are no excuses. This is making me wonder about people here now. For me, there REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING I CAN DO, I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING AND FAILED. This is my life as it is. Oh well.

No they wont. But some peoples lives stay in messed up mode no matter what they do.. For the OP. You can't actually *do* anything about loneliness. It is like a parasite. It comes and goes. Anyway this forum is not depressing... just reminds me even more that nothing is going to get better for me.

Wanting Nicole to come back online.

Has happened to me at least 3 times.

Yeah I can't wait to die.

Nothing I will say will coerce you to leave. You stay with him, deep down you like being treated that way. You leave him, and you love yourself. Which of the above will you choose.