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It's been awhile since I've posted here, how's everyone doing? I've been up to my eyeballs in work for a long time now - staving off insanity while trying to get good grades. Anyway here's something I wrote a little while back when I realized that so far, the people I seem to choose for myself...

I've been a bit down lately. Seems my mind has gotten twisted in every which way and I'm trying to untangle it while knowing alot of it is my fault. Let me explain... I had a girl like me alot. She was pretty much... deluded. I mean, it was crazy... but I never used her. And I told her I wasn't...

The phone doesn't ring. It hasn't for some time, a reminder that I have very few friends, and all the things I have done wrong. For some reason the silence is comforting. I have gotten used to being alone, ever since I was in middle school and no one liked to be with me. At first I fought it, I...

I wrote this in Electronics: I've lost my mind... I can't deny All these memories that make me want to cry I'll take the blame for all your pain I'm so sorry, I was scared to live again Made up my mind, I won't deny Painful memories that make me feel alive Crying soul and I'm so lost in life...

After my first breakup, I met a really nice girl who liked me alot. She would do all these things for me... One time she even baked me a cake for St. Valentine's, in the form of lips. She was after me for about a year and a half, but I could never bring myself to fall for her. I acted badly...

These are the lyrics to a song by The Birthday Massacre. I've have this song for a few years now but only recently did the message hit me. It's almost creepy... like it's a very special person talking to me. Just wanted to post and see what you guys/gals think: Tighten your tie boy You’re...

Hi guys, it's been awhile. I've been struggling at school and I just got out of a relationship, so I'm back in the ol' lonely ranks again. Not that bad this time around. It actually feels like returning to normal. I'm not happy but I'm not too sad either. Just wanted to say hi, take care...

I just got in a relationship with this girl... she studies at the same university as I do and lives in the same apt. building so we got to know each other last semester and I was convinced enough that I decided to give ourselves a chance... But so far I haven't felt like I think would be normal...

Hi, ^^ hope you all like this next one: Ghosts That still live in my head And I can't be free I'm stuck in the same place, The years have passed me by Why can't I forget? With so much to regret We learn from our mistakes So many of them Ghosts, That still live in my head They scream like...

Hi guys and gals, Today I woke up sort of sad... I had another dream with my ex in it, and it was really wierd and embarrassing, and I can't help but wonder if there's something more to this... like maybe I should be seeing someone who can help me. All this just made me feel depressed; I'd been...

How I feel right now. Long live the Pixies: Cease to resist, giving my goodbye Drive my car into the ocean You'll think I'm dead, but I sail away On a wave of mutilation A wave... Wave... I've kissed mermaids, rode the el niño Walked the sand with the crustaceans Could find my way to mariana...

Hey there, this thread is for people to share their funny experiences/anecdotes. Here's one of mine: This happened in either 7th or 9th grade, I can't really remember. Our group was in the computer lab, and some of the "cool" kids were on the internet. They looked up some porn and they were...

I wrote this when I was quite frustrated because it seemed every girl I ran into was a player and I couldn't trust any of them. I was sick of the whole thing and wrote this: If you can’t fix this If you aren’t real If you don’t want me Then just leave me be If you cannot trust If it’s not...

I feel so frustrated about this. WHY, WHY, WHY?!?!? I don't get it. I think I must be going nuts. I want it to stop. It's getting to me. Sometimes I dream about my ex. It is very strange. I always have an emotional reaction and end up waking up freaked out. The last dream was yesterday. For the...

I tried eHarmony. LOL check this out. I think only I could openly laugh about this.

This seems really wierd even to me. But when I am with girls that I don't know (like in public places), or in a place where there are alot of girls I don't know and I'm alone, I feel almost threatened. It's wierd, it's like I have to put this shield over me because I don't trust them, but it...

Misery Misery, Agony Who whould ever want to live this way? The pain's Unbearable Somebody please take me from this place Misery, I'll lose my mind I love you so, But you don't stay It's killing me Slowly, And yet I think of you And I do breathe Misery, Agony, I don't want to love you, but I...

Screaming, Screaming I'm here, Screaming Lost in the dark I'm falling apart And I'm screaming, Loud as I can And I'm screaming Crazy, Out of my mind I just can't deny it I'm reeling From all these wounds Inflicted by you You know it's true And I'm feeling Like a train without rails I got lost...

Where are you? You're tougher to find than seas on the sun.

June 27, 2008 Hello all. I am about to tell my story. It'll take me some time, and there are so many little details that need to be told, that I will probably post some things out of order simply because I won't remember everything in sequence. But I feel that maybe my story can help someone. So...