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6,656 days old. I am missing someone. Today I was out with friends having a good time but somewhere part of me was searching every face for someone I am missing. I felt this tugging in my heart. In the back of my mind. A loneliness like grief. I pulled out my phone. I felt I this nagging...

So most of my anxiety comes from good things. With me the attack is purely physical. I know i'll be fine but it sucks. my hands start shaking and i just want to unzip my body and step out. For example when seeing my Aunt for the first time in years, I was excited to see her but had to retreat...

I have found a fantastic poem. Rilke Maria Rainer speaks beautifuly on the issues of solitude and longing. Every line of this poem rings true for me... You Who Never Arrived You who never arrived in my arms, Beloved, who were lost from the start, I don't even know what songs would please you...

I need all the help I can get! Usually my mom is my sounding board at the planning stages. But I am trying to get her to talk with me about it and i'm getting mad at her for reading that stupid news site and laughing about something while I was explaining what I wanted her feedback on. And i...

Anyone else doing it? I'm not at today's quota yet. Stupid essay taking up all my time <_<

How much of your life does it effect? Every aspect? How often do you find yourself feeling lonely? Do you ever cry about it? How much? What's the worst part about being lonely? What is one big reason you think you are lonely? When is the time when you are most lonely, or is it about the same...

I am so homesick it has brought me to tears. And the thing about it is i'm sitting on my couch at home with my family in the other room (albeit sleeping). I just felt like I had to tell someone. I want to go home so badly. I don't know what to do since I don't know where that is, or...

Ok so. I've been having issues lately. I've made a post on here about how I feel like I'm waiting for someone, expecting someone. Missing someone so intensely. But I don't know who it is. Disclaimer: I already know i'm insane. I'm coping and dealing with it. So just bear with me. I just feel...

this is a neat resource. it's called meetup.com. it's for finding similar interest groups, not a dating site. I haven't been to any meet up meetings but I think it's pretty neat. http://www.meetup.com/

I am tired of love songs and all that annoying stuff. As a poet, when I read a poem about a break up or being in love, the poet says oh my goodness can no one find something more original to write about? So it's the same thing with songs. I'd like to see some songs about other things. Songs...

I stitched the paper together, glued it, painted some paper to look like wood... What do you think? I am so proud of it. :) It's a collection of my favorite hymns because I thought it need something like that inside it for how it looked.

I cannot bear the loneliness. When my emotions are raging with unbearable speed and intensity, I need to take an action. When my depression was it is worst it drove me to self harm. I've since learned to deal with it in other ways and am accident free for almost two years. Just like when you...

Yes, this is a shameless rip off of Caesium's thread. I'm online way too often and i'm always signed in to AIM. But no one ever IMs me. So anyhow this is a place to put your AIM out if you are bored with having no one online to chat with. mine is flawedeturnity And I talk a lot. So if we...

Confess something here, important, embaressing or silly whatever you want to share. I'll start us off. ---- I ate a piece cake for breakfast... (the last piece)

My stupid core emotions seem to believe the world is going to end. However, my brain and my mind tell myself to shut up all the time because I know it's ridiculous. So how does one get one's innermost mind to shut up? How do you stop thinking about something like this? It's messing up with my...

http://theysaythatwearecrazy.wordpress.com/ Check out my blog. It's about a ton of stuff that comes up or what people have to deal with that might be called the 'crazy' ones. Really I try to show that people are people, even if they're struggling. I'm trying to get a little compassion maybe...

lol... Ok so now that the semester is over halfway done, and our professor actually teaches from another campus over a television screen and intercom system, our class talks amounst themselves and we pull together when someone doesn't do the homework and help them out. Today I was talking...

I'm aggervated with going though life and watching every day tick by, and at the end still nothing has happened. I have no idea if one can make things happen, but if there is a way to do that i'd sure like to know how. Maybe I read too many books, but my life just lacks plot. It also lacks...

What are the hobbies that sort of light you up inside? that you can look at the project and say 'this is a part of a life i'd like to live.' or 'this is worthwhile.' I sew things, and when i'm working on a small scale making a doll, I don't use patterns I just cut and sew and eventually what...

I am missing someone. I am miserably lonely. I am utterly homesick. The only problem is A) don't know who i'm missing B) spend a lot of time with my family whom I love and have a sort of decent relationship with and C) I AM at home. I'm homesick at home. Anyone else ever feel like that? And...