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I don't mean internet chatting friends. i mean real people and real contact in the real world. Lonliness is crushing what's left of my charred and smoldering soul. I miss having friends. I really miss having someone to come home to or to wait for to come home. I'm not here looking for a...

I think about how the woman I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with lays in bed with and finding comfort and love with another man and has my son in her home. My cries echo in an empty apartment where once a family lived.

thanks for the responses. haven't checked back in a couple of days. edgecrusher it seems we have something in common. I usually cannot fall asleep unless I don't know I'm falling asleep. By which I mean I will be watching tv one minute and the next thing I know it's 6:30am and I'm jolted...

i've notice your sig edgecrusher but since you bring it up, sort of, i want to tell you i think it's a great quote. did you make that up? i think i might use that in a song at some point. when it becomes number one I'll credit you and you'll likely get royalties. answer: when I feel alone in...

lol actually no I'm not a salinger fan. I'm gonna look him/her/that up though as I have no idea what that is. I call myself Budsalinger when I make music. Budsalinger is one. I should have a regular sleep schedule but I don't. Sometimes I fall asleep at 10pm other times 3 am. I used to...

how old are you and your girl buzzer? everyone is saying talk to parents but is that an option? does she live with her parents? eating disorders are difficult... a fact I'm realizing as I am slowly coming to terms that I seem to have developed an eating disorder of my own over the last year...

im a useless conversationalist but im in need too. what's up with the chat room? is it empty or am i missing something?

I don't know what the hell I'm doing here rambling to you people about nothing at all. Maybe someone can relate tho. It's 4:15 in the morning and I'm woken up by thoughts of my ex-wife. I'm crying. I cannot sleep and I don't know what to do. I wish I was anyone else right now. *******...

scared? no certain? yes but I'm always wrong and I'm always miserable so what does it matter?

Please don't give up. I know this was from from 6 days ago but I looked and you haven't been online since. Are you ok? Please give some response... Look. People you know might not be around. You may be friendless. But people do care. I promise. I know this because I care and I've never...

There must be many real people who would enjoy hearing what you have to say, and who would share your interests. I for one, liked reading your post, and I understood every word you said. Take care and good luck. Yeah, you'd think so but I don't know them. And thank you (truly) for telling...

I wish I was numb. I wish I could go for more than a few hours without feeling this soul crushing lonlyness and hopelessness. I envy you. I want to say, "Don't feel. Don't be like me.". However, I'm afraid I'll be thrust down the pit and impaled onto the spikes which surely are waiting at...

I hate to say it Eve, but I think this guy is right. At least generally speaking with regards to the mindless masses of women with no self awareness or respect. When I used to try having friends and a "normal" life I was frequently told I was such a nice guy, I would be the best boyfriend ever...

I got a 56 and it tells me: On the overall affectedness scale you are probably anxious and or depressed much of the time. More than likely it is hard for you to enjoy life on any consistent level. You are always second-guessing yourself and the world around you. You are over thinking and...

How far is that from Bergen County? I'm up in northern New Jersey. budsalinger

I'm boring. I have no (not low) self esteem. I've been burned by everyone I know. I don't feel like I am capable of pleasing a woman sexually, conversationally, or any which way. I don't like to drink so I don't do bars. I don't like to dance so I don't go clubbing. I don't like tv if it's...

betrayed

Happiness a word once with meaning now meaningless in a world full of dreaming so hard to cope with the fact I'm alone full of hatred so distant from happy once known written when I was 16 and it's still true Me: Male 32 years old New Jersey - Bergen County Divorced father of the most amazing...