This may upset some of you, but, j- most of my relationsips are online. i do have friends irl (in real life) but i dont like to be around people much because i feel awkward and sometimes cant communicate well. i feel like i have a disability or something. It distresses me. im not a loner because i yearn to be around my family and go downstairs (unless im upset) and it confuses me. It may be because im more comfortable around them..? im not sure but i feel so odd.