This has really been hitting me more this year then it has previous years. Over the past 8 years I've lost 4 relatives. An Aunt died 8 years ago in November, couple years later my Grandfather passed away, few years after him an Uncle passed in January or February can't quite remember the exact month, then last year my Grandmother passed away in January, it'll be a year soon. One of my Aunt's thinks we should be okay this year seeing as it seems that someone dies every couple years. The Aunt and Uncle weren't blood relatives, but they were two that I spent time with growing up. It's more that both my grandparents are gone now.
I try not to think about it, I try to just focus on work but I'm alone at work all day, and this time of the year it's not as busy. So I'm left to my own thoughts no matter what I'm doing. Coming on here and reading other posts helps but this place isn't a buzz of topics all day long. Go home I can forget about it while playing my game online with friends, but when there is downtime those thoughts come back.
Just wondering if anyone else goes through this too this time of year or has. Trying to keep it together at work is really hard to do. Can't wait until later when my part timer is in after school, he's very distracting, not always in a good way.
I try not to think about it, I try to just focus on work but I'm alone at work all day, and this time of the year it's not as busy. So I'm left to my own thoughts no matter what I'm doing. Coming on here and reading other posts helps but this place isn't a buzz of topics all day long. Go home I can forget about it while playing my game online with friends, but when there is downtime those thoughts come back.
Just wondering if anyone else goes through this too this time of year or has. Trying to keep it together at work is really hard to do. Can't wait until later when my part timer is in after school, he's very distracting, not always in a good way.