This is a problem. I can be on my own for many days, only talk to people who sell me a pint of milk or a bottle of wine.
(I have got a little son and yes I talk to him constantly but he is one of the reasons why I am stuck at home not seeing people but still I love him so much and will not part from him but he makes me feel even worse because I can't give him a family or other adult people at the moment.... still ... this makes me not alone for you who might think "at least she has got a kid")
I can handle it. Well, I suffer but I got the internet, the tv.
But I used to love talking to close ones in the phone. A friend. I used to have friends, I used to be close to my family. I was always on the phone. My kids used to hate it. Me, chattering forever, for hours.
Now I am thinking, who should I phone? I have hidden away from most people over years now, have avoided them, not answering the phone. Know it is payback time. I can not phone anyone.
I am so trapped in my own head, I even talk to my self in here. I have even developed a thought game, where my mind answers my questions, not that I take much notice, but I am starting to feel schizo. Can loneliness trigger mental illness?
Is there a site on the internet where people give their phone number out? Phone eachother/ ? I want a voice to talk to, this typing is driving me bonkers.