I express best with poems.

I hope this is the right place to put it. Also just so everyone is clear about me, my poems may sometimes seem dark, but I am far from suicidal or violent. Anyway here goes.

"Welcome To My World"

Hello, and welcome to this world of mine. I hope you are feeling so very fine.
Be sure to keep your hands inside. It's going to be a bumpy ride.
Just think of all the things you'll see. As I give you all a piece of me.
The pain, the shame, the love, the lust.
The gain, the fame, and lack of trust.
You get this all and much, much more. As I make my brain an open door.
So come on in and have a seat. I'll give you all a chance to meet.
Ready? Good, then lets begin. Pick up your knives, and lets dig in.

"Someone To Love"

Someone to hold,kiss,laugh,live.
Seemingly impossible to find.
Someone who takes more than I can give.
My fate it seems, I think I'm losing my f**king mind.
They say love is blind, yet you can always see my flaws.
Love is like an animal, your words are as it's claws.
Take me as I am, though you take me for a fool.
Who knew the love I thought would save me, would be so f**king cruel.
Someone to share my life with, it can only be a dream.
Your words are empty, your intentions are not what they would seem.
I gave my care,I gave my love, I've offered you my heart.
My efforts were in vain, now I'll have to go back to the start.
I've tried so hard, I've sent my wishes up above.
It's a perilous journey, finding someone I could love.

"The World Is Not Enough"

Once, a long long time ago.
I felt the cold dark bottom of my all time low.
Though, I couldn't let you go.
I stood deprived of the love that you couldn't show.
And yet, I stood by your side.
As you dragged me through one hellish ride.
Even though, and god knows I tried.
You pushed and you pulled, you kept secrets and you lied.
So you can act brave, and pretend that you're strong.
So you can act sane, like you're never wrong.
I'll give you anything, when times may seem rough.
But how can I please you, When the world is not enough.
I gave you, Blood, Sweat, Tears, thats not all.
Whenever you were Upset, you knew who to call.
I gave you all this, if I could I'd give more.
If your grounds wet, I would lay on the floor.
You had me wrapped tight, I hate to admit.
Only at night, could I make you submit.
You left me stranded, cold and alone.
You left me branded, a mark on a stone.
You fed me bullshit, and you served it up cold.
I kept it locked in, all this anger I hold.
It took me six years, and the journey was tough.
I will not save you, for the world is not enough.