Despicable Me said:
I think the low blood sugar + 'abandonment' issues explains all the crying.
Maybe tell your doctor about it next time you're in and maybe there is something they can suggest to alleviate the morning distress.
Though there is nothing shameful about crying. It's good to let things out sometimes. I don't understand why society has so many problems with the concept of crying... Humans were built with this capability for a reason!
Yes, the low blood sugar providing it doesn't lower to potentially dangerous hypo levels can make me tearful and I have discussed this my doctor, and he agrees. Last night I had a serious meltdown about my newly diagnosed condition; it's also pain related. Only there is the emotional pain of abandonment which I have been experiencing during this week, and that triggered a whole series of abandonment problems that were family-related. Thank you for your insight.
lonelyfairy said:
If you feel like crying, you have every right to do so. Nothing bad in crying, it clears your mind and heart~ There is always a reason for any crying, though human mind is so complex and deep that whatever the reason is, you are doing it for reason. I hope you feel better soon! *hugs*
Thank you, Luv - yes, it has been extremely trying this week, but as TheRealCallie said so insightfully, "chances are it's a quiet time for you and you think about all the difficulties you are going through and it's a time when you can break down for yourself, even if only for a moment." She was relating a Mum.
The recent diagnosis is Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
see NHS where mine is 'moderate', reducing my mobility and also, alarmingly, my feeling too exhausted to even have an instant messenger conversation with a friend. Just lately, I've been crying so much out of sheer frustration, but body pain has been so bad. So very bad, though painkillers have had to be changed.
I do thank you for your kindness.
RainbowWalker said:
So sorry you feel like that, Mouse. The crying helps in that very moment as your body tries to wash out the stress hormones. I know that feeling so well. You start to cry and you can't clearly think of why, while your subconscious of course precisely knows why. Of course. Doubtless there is a lot buried down your soul, things you probably have never gotten to terms with.
I think so many people here can relate to that in one way or another. I so hope you will feel better one day, Mouse.
Hugs.
You got it bang on there as to what is buried down in my troubled soul that honestly don't think I will ever come to terms with the loss of my brother walking away and saying such hurtful things... it's a one day at a time thing with me. Only I am determined to overcome this, one day.
(Hugs) back to you.