SolveEtCoagula
Well-known member
Hi, I'm smol but mighty
The tldr is like this:
Crappy childhood with no dad
I like boys, girls, anything outside of or in between this. I like people.
I love music.
I love the color green.
My one true love and very first love is nicotine.
I'm beta and proud.
I live to serve and I aim to please so long as I'm not bound to service out of compulsion or coercion.
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Also tldr:
I'm here because 4 years ago I made friends with a girl. Over the years her friends became my friends. Eventually it turns out to be essentially a cult of desperate simps vying for the queens favor. All I wanted was friends.
3 weeks ago things got really bad within the group. Queen was having some issues and it stirred up the hive something fierce. The boys now afraid of being ousted and replaced over the most minor of indiscretions.
I guess I spoke up for myself and the others too soon or maybe at the wrong time but I brought it up to her for her own good. I genuinely cared as if she were the big sis I always wanted. She immediately threw me away. She ripped my life apart with words and did so with the skill reminiscent of the hunting prowess of the dragonfly.
I miss her everyday. I miss her friends who never ended up becoming my friends. I'm all alone aside from a boyfriend that refuses physical and emotional intimacy.
She will get to go on living off of the hard work of decent men while I have to scrape and grind just to not die.
What kind of world am I in?
The tldr is like this:
Crappy childhood with no dad
I like boys, girls, anything outside of or in between this. I like people.
I love music.
I love the color green.
My one true love and very first love is nicotine.
I'm beta and proud.
I live to serve and I aim to please so long as I'm not bound to service out of compulsion or coercion.
---
Also tldr:
I'm here because 4 years ago I made friends with a girl. Over the years her friends became my friends. Eventually it turns out to be essentially a cult of desperate simps vying for the queens favor. All I wanted was friends.
3 weeks ago things got really bad within the group. Queen was having some issues and it stirred up the hive something fierce. The boys now afraid of being ousted and replaced over the most minor of indiscretions.
I guess I spoke up for myself and the others too soon or maybe at the wrong time but I brought it up to her for her own good. I genuinely cared as if she were the big sis I always wanted. She immediately threw me away. She ripped my life apart with words and did so with the skill reminiscent of the hunting prowess of the dragonfly.
I miss her everyday. I miss her friends who never ended up becoming my friends. I'm all alone aside from a boyfriend that refuses physical and emotional intimacy.
She will get to go on living off of the hard work of decent men while I have to scrape and grind just to not die.
What kind of world am I in?