i was looking in the bible and there was this bit like, men will become lovers of selves... something about what they want... something about kids rebelling... lots of faith but never understanding... and stuff about gays... i think. i didnt really pay attention cause it got me thinking about myself. like, why cant people be more like me? Im talking to this one chick on POF cause there for awhile everyones like dating sites work, i met someone on craigslist and honeysuckle and im like :O i want that too. any ways though... shes pretty dumb, and has no urgency... its like, whats taking so long >.< its been 3 whole minutes... FAIL and at work i often wander off and do stuff on my own, and my boss is like you guys work great together, and were both like... we dont work together... one dude is walking around or on the other side of the place. my leadership skills are like, do as you want, just get it done and dont cause me problems. hes like, gotcha. it works i guess. my boss is kind of the same. shes like... has no clue what happens at work, just that its working. I want to call this one girl thats like a brick wall. but... i feel like i shouldnt. cause she doesnt call me, or show any effort in keeping in touch with me. but shes there and like, shes there. i kind of want to go back to church. the brick wall started going back, to an old church that i use to go too... not the building, but like the religion. its like, wow, i wasnt expecting that. but... ive changed. i dont believe in jesus. so i dont know what religion i should try for. i dont want it to be like an after school activity or club. its confusing and frustrating...
well i feel better. that was nice.
well i feel better. that was nice.