posting this here as it's a result and an amplifier of my depression
Happy new year everyone, hope 2k15 brings you joy and hapiness, and whatever you wish for!!
But this is a sad thread. I was watching a game stream on twitch, and the broadcaster started remembering his best moments of 2014 and I did the same. Considering I spent the year swap alone, and Im heavily drunk, im busy being nostalgic/sad of 2014. Noone messaged me, noone called, not even the people I call best friends. Not even my ex, but she made sure she texts everyone else and make them let me know she's out partying. The only wishes I got were from 3 people from this community, and I really appreciate it. It means a lot, thank you <3
This is a "be nostalgic, share, vent off, whatever" thread.
so,everyone i know is spending new years with someone, having fun, partying etc, and im just sitting home, drunk, almost crying. i hate it. Im remembering all my "best moments" of 2014. having fun with my friend, his gf and her sister, performing on a "kinda big" concert, getting a job and then losing it, falling deeper in the hole I call depression, finding the woman of my life, losing her and realizing she was a lie, meeting some awesome people in these forums...
It was a honeysuckle year, but I'll miss it. I'm 1 year closer to the end of my life, and instead of making it fun Im wasting it on feeling like crap. its days like these that everyone else is happy, is out partying celebrating,having fun, and im just here, rotting, miserable, unable to change it. i hate that time of the year
anyone else having this feeling? feeling nostalgic of the year that left? anyone else feeling like honeysuckle instead of entering 2k15 with a positive smile?
Happy new year everyone, hope 2k15 brings you joy and hapiness, and whatever you wish for!!
But this is a sad thread. I was watching a game stream on twitch, and the broadcaster started remembering his best moments of 2014 and I did the same. Considering I spent the year swap alone, and Im heavily drunk, im busy being nostalgic/sad of 2014. Noone messaged me, noone called, not even the people I call best friends. Not even my ex, but she made sure she texts everyone else and make them let me know she's out partying. The only wishes I got were from 3 people from this community, and I really appreciate it. It means a lot, thank you <3
This is a "be nostalgic, share, vent off, whatever" thread.
so,everyone i know is spending new years with someone, having fun, partying etc, and im just sitting home, drunk, almost crying. i hate it. Im remembering all my "best moments" of 2014. having fun with my friend, his gf and her sister, performing on a "kinda big" concert, getting a job and then losing it, falling deeper in the hole I call depression, finding the woman of my life, losing her and realizing she was a lie, meeting some awesome people in these forums...
It was a honeysuckle year, but I'll miss it. I'm 1 year closer to the end of my life, and instead of making it fun Im wasting it on feeling like crap. its days like these that everyone else is happy, is out partying celebrating,having fun, and im just here, rotting, miserable, unable to change it. i hate that time of the year
anyone else having this feeling? feeling nostalgic of the year that left? anyone else feeling like honeysuckle instead of entering 2k15 with a positive smile?