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kurtohboy
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hi, the name is Kurt and im 21 yo. i was feeling extremely lonely the other day, searching the net about it and i found this place. i feel ok right now, but it could easily get worse. one of the many reasons why i am so lonely is because i always was. when i was a teenager i lived in a VERY small town. i had A LOT of friends but i could only meet them at school since none of them lived in my village. i began to go out at 16, (a friend of mine bought a car) i started slowly to have a real social life. then at the age of 18 my step-father got mad at me again for any stupid reason he could think of. i was so sick of him i decided to go back live with my father. (which lives in another city) actually, i think he really wanted me to leave, as he broke up with my mother 3 months after. now i have been here for 3 years already. the first year was total lonesome, i worked with my father and didn't had any friends. then i found a job at a grocery store. i have been working there for 2 years, and none of my jobmates is what i can call a friend. actually there is one girl that used to work with me which i still see every week or almost. she's my only friend, the only person i seem to care about and trust. i know that people know that i am a very lonely person, but i guess they don't care, or they think i don't care. im 21, and im alone almost every weekend. i feel it's getting worse all the time. i just hope i will not waste another summer of my life. i would really like to have people to hang with before next winter. you know what, when people look at me, they might think i have a social life, but i don't have one. so let's hope i get better before someone gets hurt.
