Standalone Sentinel
Member
It was so good when we were in our early teens, at school, similar interests and goals. I had a number of friends when I was at school. Then, all of a sudden, we became 18.
I still felt the same as I always had - kept my interests and carried on just as I always had, but everyone else found out about... oh no... the pub and getting drunk.
Since then I have never really managed to connect with other people because the only interest people seem to have is how drunk they got at the pub on a Friday night.
Has anyone else experienced this?
As time has gone on I have tried to get people on board to the many interests I have - I am a musician, love long distance walking, swimming, I love art... but the sticking point is I hate pubs and never feel comfortable eating or drinking 'out'. Anywhere I go I have to eat and drink before hand.
I have been unsuccessful in getting any interest. Trying to make conversation with others beyond banal daily drivel like the weather or missing the bus has become impossible. I love to talk in depth - people just say I'm too deep so I gave up on them. All my interests are self-driven with no external stimulus which can get very difficult at times. I am feeling a lot better at the moment although when I registered a few days ago I was feeling low.
Does anyone else get that? You'll be alright for ages and then all of a sudden for no apparent reason you just suddenly get struck down - like something has come down out of the sky and just hammered you into the ground? Some days I feel I just want to curl up and die.
I know I haven't got social phobia - I looked into this and I haven't got it as I am perfectly confident talking to new people in the workplace or otherwise. My problem is going to pubs and drinking/eating places, I just don't feel comfortable. I know that in the right environment I could really get to know like-mindeds and probably escape the rut I'm in, but the social channels available are too limited. I count the days down at work until the weekend and then sit at home depressed because I am lonely.
Oh I'm in such a pickle aren't I?
I still felt the same as I always had - kept my interests and carried on just as I always had, but everyone else found out about... oh no... the pub and getting drunk.
Since then I have never really managed to connect with other people because the only interest people seem to have is how drunk they got at the pub on a Friday night.
Has anyone else experienced this?
As time has gone on I have tried to get people on board to the many interests I have - I am a musician, love long distance walking, swimming, I love art... but the sticking point is I hate pubs and never feel comfortable eating or drinking 'out'. Anywhere I go I have to eat and drink before hand.
I have been unsuccessful in getting any interest. Trying to make conversation with others beyond banal daily drivel like the weather or missing the bus has become impossible. I love to talk in depth - people just say I'm too deep so I gave up on them. All my interests are self-driven with no external stimulus which can get very difficult at times. I am feeling a lot better at the moment although when I registered a few days ago I was feeling low.
Does anyone else get that? You'll be alright for ages and then all of a sudden for no apparent reason you just suddenly get struck down - like something has come down out of the sky and just hammered you into the ground? Some days I feel I just want to curl up and die.
I know I haven't got social phobia - I looked into this and I haven't got it as I am perfectly confident talking to new people in the workplace or otherwise. My problem is going to pubs and drinking/eating places, I just don't feel comfortable. I know that in the right environment I could really get to know like-mindeds and probably escape the rut I'm in, but the social channels available are too limited. I count the days down at work until the weekend and then sit at home depressed because I am lonely.
Oh I'm in such a pickle aren't I?