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VanillaCreme
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and abandoned. I don't like feeling like this. All I've been through, and I've never felt this abandoned. Someone who I wanted to consider my backbone just doesn't care about me anymore, and I just have to face the facts. But I find no point in holding onto something that's just not there.
Why can't there be someone who just cares? Who wants nothing out of it for themselves. I don't go into anything thinking there's a great reward for me. That there's a pot of gold at the end. I just do it out of kindness and respect. It's not even so much a relationship. I just want someone who's not selfishly out for themselves. I just want someone to be there for me. I don't understand why so many people just don't care. Bluntly don't care about others. I'll never understand it. I wouldn't intentionally even try to hurt someone.
Some dude likes me, but I'll never feel anything for him. Because I see right through him, and it's nothing but him grabbing and reaching for what he wants. I've even told him what I felt like I needed, and it was almost like he looked right past me. In one ear and out the other. It's not even like he's not even trying to understand me; He's just not listening. It's all about what he feels is right, and what he feels should happen. On top of that, I think when he started to figure out that I wasn't really getting into him, he stopped talking to me so much. Showed his true colors, and how he really is, and what he's really like. As soon as you don't get what you want, you just don't care.
I just don't get it.
Why can't there be someone who just cares? Who wants nothing out of it for themselves. I don't go into anything thinking there's a great reward for me. That there's a pot of gold at the end. I just do it out of kindness and respect. It's not even so much a relationship. I just want someone who's not selfishly out for themselves. I just want someone to be there for me. I don't understand why so many people just don't care. Bluntly don't care about others. I'll never understand it. I wouldn't intentionally even try to hurt someone.
Some dude likes me, but I'll never feel anything for him. Because I see right through him, and it's nothing but him grabbing and reaching for what he wants. I've even told him what I felt like I needed, and it was almost like he looked right past me. In one ear and out the other. It's not even like he's not even trying to understand me; He's just not listening. It's all about what he feels is right, and what he feels should happen. On top of that, I think when he started to figure out that I wasn't really getting into him, he stopped talking to me so much. Showed his true colors, and how he really is, and what he's really like. As soon as you don't get what you want, you just don't care.
I just don't get it.