lbstanley70
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I was at a buddy's house last night with some friends, drinking beer and playing the xbox kinect and having a good time. My phone rings (this is midnight mind you) and it is my ex. I obviously answer the phone and talk to her and before you know, we talk until 2 am in the morning about nothing but I am thrilled and excited because she is the person to whom I want to talk to more than anyone else in this world. It really was just catching up and we didn't talk about us at all and it was nice to hear how she was doing and just to actually know what is going on in her life. I keep telling myself I need to stop talking to her and just move on and make progress in my life but it seems like every time I take a step forward, she senses it and calls or texts or something and just reels me back in. I know what I need to do and in one sense I want to just completely let her go but right now I lack the fortitude to do it. She means so much to me and I know at the same time her feelings are not as deep as mine but as she said so eloquently last night, "I called you" and whether or not she is playing me, I can honestly say I would rather talk to her and spend time with her more than anyone else in this world.
Maybe one day I will figure it out....
Maybe one day I will figure it out....